How Do I Stop Being a Burden?

Hello there!

This is new.

    Anyway, to my previous readers, I have done an official re-branding of my blog. I hope it doesn't dissapoint. Honestly, I'm crap at writing blogs so for now, I'm gonna write whatever I want. hehe

    We have a short holiday this weekend but I'm not going home. That alone upsets me a lot. I truely miss my parents and the thought of seeing them even for a while makes me happy. Behind that, all I really care is about how I shouldn't be a burden to them as a daughter. Me being in this school is already a heavy burden on their shoulders and I keep thinking why I should pressure them into visiting me and so on. I love them too much to be selfish. 

    Not much has happened, but school hasn't really been that great anyways. Exams are approaching but I can't seem to find the mood to study or learn. All I want to do is have a moment to myself. Not that I would be given the opportunity anyways.

    I got scolded by my Form 4 because our dorm was the least clean. It shocks me. How the hell can my dorm be the least clean? I've seen other dorms in a much worse condition. I try my best to keep my dorm clean. It's come to the point where I could care less about my locker, but the dorm needs to be clean. I admit, I'm at fault for this. I'll try harder and make sure the dorm is clean. Tonight I'm on sweep duty so that needs to make an impression.

    I really wanted to talk about depression during recess but I didn't have the guts to volunteer. Maybe another time.

    I'm going back with a friend this holiday and we'll be staying in a hotel room with another friend of ours. I keep thinking of all the things that we could do in that room since her parents are staying in a separate room. Plus, the hotel is literally right above a mall so I might be spending quite a lot of money this holiday.

    Mom is letting me ask her for more money to go grocery shopping and I still haven't made a list on what I should buy. I really hope there's a bakery in the mall. I'm utterly desperate for donuts.

For now, I bid farewell, readers. Give me a while to think of a sign-off sentence.